Tuesday, December 23, 2008

How It Feels..

There's so many emotions i can't hide no more. Inside me, I ease the pain, taking it wherever I go, Each And Everyday. As i'm hurting, I see you, you over there, i'm the person who helps you, like how a sweaty person uses a towel to wipe all those sweat away. I was always there for you when you needed a hand. I was always there when people brang you down. I was there when your heart have been broken NOT ONCE, but twice! I'm always there when you needed someone.

But you dont even follow threw FOR ME! Where the fuck is my help when I need it? Where's those moments where i go through a big problem, you would be there? I need you at times too! You know every little thing that you're doing to me, atleast just stop it! I dont think your ever going to be there for me whenever. I've done so many things where theres a point where I get in trouble for you. I lend you things but you take all that for a granted, knowing that my weakness is not saying know. See, the thing is: YOU DON'T KNOW ! You think you may know, but you just don't know. I've nailed your daily routines, I've known many of your tricks, I know your games on how to get people, I know what's going to come, I KNOW YOUR GAMES, and the more I know the things you do, the more your building me up, mentally and phiscally. I know when to dodge my way through, yet you know how to prevail them.

I've been hurt more than enough already, all the bullshits you made me go through, all the games you used to play, ALL OF THAT, is gonna have to stop! I'm sick of tired of you ignoring me, and I know you would hate it if I ignored you, too !


You don't know how it feels because you haven't been in this type of situation before! YOU'LL JUST NEVER KNOW !


..never letting go, thats what i plan to do..